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its like...i always kept running away...and then when i wanted something so badly...i lost just everything...no i never thought some godforsaken mla would have such a bad influence on my already very incomplete "love" life...now i cant really bear all this...heart bhai sahab is too weak to deal with this pain...god...help if u care...

"Louv", they say is very beautiful....and beautiful and precious things are always kept away like in show cases and frames and lockers and fences...that is why i stay away from my love...in case it makes sense to anyone who reads it...i know no one would bother to. And some jerk who claimed that he loved...i mean louved me like anything has written something somewhere which has seriously offended me.....i kinda dislike him just too much now....baah let me not talk about not so pleasant things...its ok dreamer take it easy...you know dreams hardly come true...

weak




bersek




dark




denial




insane


numb



blind



hopeless



denial


falling

devastated




im alone


anxiety




silly



lies



anger




trapped



betrayed





solitude




sickness



i dont care



crazy




voilence







I LOVE YOU





im running




pain



tears






sorrow




dreams



escape







tragedy





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SMOKER

im just a smoker and i smoke my life away.....fuck all the pain forget all the tears and sorrow...i juz love the way this smoke takes away all my pain...and yes,i still love HIM